曲目信息

名称：Numb（麻木）

所属专辑：Meteora

歌曲时长：3分6秒

歌曲原唱：Linkin Park

填词：Linkin Park

谱曲：Linkin Park

音乐风格：新金属

发行日期：2003年3月24日

歌曲语言：英语

歌词大意

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

早已厌倦尝试成为你所期望的那个人

Feeling so faithless lost under the surface

躯壳里感觉迷失了方向

Don't know what you're expecting of me

不知你对我期待几何

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

重压之下向你的样子亦步亦趋

Caught in the undertow

深陷暗流

Just caught in the undertow

徒劳无功

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

我所走的每一步对你而言皆为错误

Caught in the undertow

深陷暗流

Just caught in the undertow

徒劳无功

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

早已麻木至察觉不到你的存在

Become so tired so much more aware

变得如此疲惫却愈发明白

I've becoming this all I want to do

我已成为我所想做的那般

Is be more like me and be less like you

找回自己，做回自己

Can't you see that you're smothering me

你毫无察觉正是你使我窒息

Holding too tightly afraid to lose control

紧紧抱住，害怕失控

'Cause everything that you thought I would be

正因你对我所期盼的一切

Has fallen apart right in front of you

皆已于你身前土崩瓦解

Caught in the undertow

深陷暗流

Just caught in the undertow

徒劳无功

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

我所走的每一步对你而言皆为错误

Caught in the undertow

深陷暗流

Just caught in the undertow

徒劳无功

And every second I waste is more than I can take

发现我荒废的光阴胜于紧握的岁月

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

早已麻木至察觉不到你的存在

Become so tired so much more aware

变得如此疲惫却愈发明白

I've becoming this all I want to do

我已成为我所想做的那般

Is be more like me and be less like you

找回自己，做回自己

And I know I may end up failing too

我也清楚或许以失败告终

But I know you were just like me

亦明白你也曾像我

With someone disappointed in you

是那令人失望的某人

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

早已麻木至察觉不到你的存在

Become so tired so much more aware

变得如此疲惫却愈发明白

I've becoming this all I want to do

我已成为我所想做的那般

Is be more like me and be less like you

找回自己，做回自己

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

早已麻木至察觉不到你的存在

Is everything what you want me to be

这就是你想要的结果吗

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

早已麻木至察觉不到你的存在

Is everything what you want me to be

这就是你想要的结果吗

音乐故事

最终想起来开通公众号的初衷了。姗姗来迟的音乐推荐。这还是因为最近又复习了那些经典曲目——被《QQ飞车》用作 BGM 的流行音乐。腾讯早期网游在音乐方面对提供免费音乐资源、提高大众审美作出了一定贡献。

玩 Q 飞时候还小学，自己玩便罢了，还帮老妈跑图跑任务。她技术没我好，恰巧我也想玩电脑，写完作业就跑来蹭电脑咯。

年少无知的我，哪懂啥音乐审美？接触最多的音乐都是游戏里随带的。玩得多，便因此培养了最初的听感——哪些好听，哪些不好听。

虽然早就脱离了 Q 飞，但不愧为我的童年回忆，“爷青回”系列。

借鉴翻译了一下歌词，观摩过 MV，发现这影射的场景和背景，与家庭的不合理的、粗暴式的“填鸭教育”、“灌输教育”密不可分。不懂教育又固执的家长，一步步地摧毁孩子应有的人格，毁灭其天性。时至今日，此类现象依然大量存在。

发展，改革，教育，成长。一代人有一代人的光荣和悲哀。